day twentynine

dear god

thank you for today. thank you for giving us above and beyond what we need!

today i'm feeling overwhelmed. i know that two kids is not too much. i think i just let satan get the best of me today and i was weak. help me to rest better tonight and not feel so run down. i want to be patient and positive and engaged with the kids. i felt like it was good though because i feel like i remembered to pray for your hand like we learned on sunday in the moments when i felt like i was losing it. help me to be better tomorrow please. i'm sorry i didn't do amazing today. please cover my mistakes with your grace for my boys.

thank you that we have a social worker we love with olivecrest.

thank you for good friends who ask me to hang out because i'm feeling so overwhelmed and there's no way i'd even think to suggest going anywhere without them. i really don't know why we are so blessed to have such great friends!

i want so many good things for my friends. please bless their lives as much as you've blessed ours. and help them to recognize the blessings in the hard times.

i would also like to beg for frank and ezekiel's salvation. but above and beyond that i'd like to ask that they are happy and healthy.

thank you for my job and the fact that my bosses are still my friends!

i'm going to end because i know i've been so sore and ache-y 'cause i haven't been sleeping enough. help me to manage my time better!

amen...